Individual Diversity

Fuck you

2007-02-15T14:57:00.000-08:00

Fuck you

I got Tagged

2007-02-01T04:12:00.000-08:00

...
I got tagged... lol
By Triple Tee

What will happen to your e-mail when you die?
My brother or friends will sign in and have a blast telling people how dead I am.
And leave my status on...
(Away, feeding frenzy with maggots)

Did you try once to give the password to someone? If yes, what kind of relation that you have with this person to trust him/her and give him/her the key of your secrets?
Sure some friends have my password and I have theirs.

Your famous nickname among your Friends?
Nigger (No I don't fidn it cool being called that), Stoner (I don't stone out)

Your age?
19.

Your horoscope?
Gemini.

Your qualifications?
Uhhhh Highschool?

Your character "personality"?
Surprisingly calm and chilled... Weird eh?

What travel means to you?
Going to some place to try and find meanign in nothing.

What do you purchase?
Mints, M987 likes his mints.

Features taken from your dad
Easy going
Confidance
Humor

Features taken from your mom
Peaceful
Quiet
Honest

The most 6 things you hate-
Anything forced unto me.
Cleaning.
Bothering myself with anything.
Anyone trying to invade my space.
Unibrows (Even if they were shaped on a girl she would still look like a caveman just give her a club on one hand and a dinaosaurs tail on the other)
Flat chested girls (DRINK MILK!)

The most 6 things you love-
My family.
Sleep.
Music.
Big boobs.
Jokes.
My sunglasses.

What computer and internet mean to you
LOL
Funny question.
What computer and internet mean to me lol.
Hahahahahahahahaahahahaha!
Well...
Information I guess.

You would like to pass this tag to:-
None.

Worth our time?

2007-01-27T12:49:00.000-08:00

A week ago (I think) I watched the ending bit of some movie.
It looked shit and it didn't make sense.
Then it made me think...
What if I watched the movie from the beginning and understood it all?
Would I have enjoyed it?
Would I have been satisfied watching it for 1 and a half hours instead of 5 minutues?

Then it also made me think of most people...
Should I waste my time listening to their shit or should I not bother at all?
Funny isn't it?

.....
Next day I watched the movie and hated every fucking second of it!
Fuck you fucking people wasting my time!
FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
FUCKERS!
GO FUCKING BLOG YOURSELVES!

Suicide

2006-12-03T08:24:00.000-08:00

When you have nothing to live for or something and you want to end your life...
I mean come on...
Think of how much WORK it would take!

- Well I'm scared of heights so I wouldn't jump off a building.
- I also don't know how to make a noose and I'm not bothered learning.
- Pain is annoying so I don't want to slit my throat.
- There aren't any guns around here and also I can't afford one.
- I don't want to go infront of a car I might get my fav t-shirt stained with blood and I might live!
- Over dose? Hell! I don't even take panadol when I'm sick and you want me to take more than one?

I'm not depressed though.
I don't want to commit suicide.
For all you green horns out there seriously...
Don't think about why you should end your life...
Think about the hassle of ending your life!

Now go blog youselves.

Life

2006-11-09T14:03:00.000-08:00

Somebody told me they hate life.
Well hell!
Almost everyone told me they hate life!
I thought of it and fuck you know... I hate it too.
But then I was also remembering something a friend told me.
Something about life giving you chances.
So I thought.
And I thought.
We all say we think we are better off dead...
But fuck you know, life is a gift we fail to use properly.
Life is a gift, free will is a gift, our own choices and our own damn brain we use to think.
Fuck you know?
Right now life is a guitar... And we just have to play the right music.
We've got plenty of chances to redeem ourselves for all the mistakes we've made.

Goodluck to us.
As much as I hate you people and I don't even know you but hell...
Godspeed.
Go blog yourselves.

Heh next post might be about "misanthropy"
Get ready losers.

Nonsense (blog updated thats all you fuckers)

2006-11-07T14:39:00.000-08:00

Everyone keeps telling me to update and update and update my blog.
You retards really want to be made fun of don't you?
Well fuck you!
I didn't update my blog cause I don't give a shit about you readers and I update it when I feel like doing it.
Diary of a madman motherfuckers.

Anyway...
What will I be talking about today?
Human feelings?
That sounds good.

Tis funny how we humans get upset, angry, happy etc by just moving our tongue and lips.
So many different languages and some are even funny.
But not as funny as seeing you people talk which is almost seizure inducing.

SLANG!
Something I do not find "cool" or "hip"When I hear you people talking in slang its like a bunch've damn apes arguing over a banana.
I dont know but thats just the way I see it really.

Now now back to topic assholes.
Oh my?
You're still reading? How amusing.
You say its funny? Go fuck yourself.

So yes...
Tis funny how when when we feel something, we want more of it.
Whether it is bad or good.
When we are angry we want to be more angry, when we are sad we want to be more sad, when we feel lonely we want to stay alone etc.
Sadly all humans are like this.
To feel more secure...
...
...What?
Fuck you.
Ahahahahaha!
I'm just swearing and having a good time, I swear and I want to swear more.
Hmmmm
Sometimes I just like to scribble (soft side)
Scribble about why you guys are such idiots...I feel for you.

Now I'm just rambling on and on about nothing...
A couple were both in bed about to get it on, but they didn't do anything so then the wife says...
"What? Can't imagine of anyone to fuck either?"

That my worms is a sick joke turned into reality.
That is when you know love dies and that your life is shit.
Depressing isn't it? (Saw it on TV)

Blog updated
Go blog yourselves!

Born yesterday, Dead tommorow

2006-08-08T18:26:00.000-07:00

I've been having weird dreams.
In my dreams there's someone (I don't know who) guiding me to all the different places I've been too and all the different people I've met or seen.
The weird thing is I've had like 3 dreams in a row on different nights and in a way they are continuing.
I thought maybe it means that my time of death is soon and I'm saying goodbye to everyone in a way.
But today I think I got what it meant and kind of interpreted the future.

Today I met up with some old friends.
Well not really old but my cousin (old friend, same school long time ago) called me and picked me up then we went and picked up another old friend.
When we all talked I felt like a kid again, but remembering them made me feel like an old man.
The days when we were all one.
It was just like yesterday that I was playing playstation 1 with my friends and exchanging pokemon with them and causing trouble at school and doing whatever.

Well seems like I did get robbed by my youth (thanks to the kids which got me suspended etc other stuff) or time moves too fast.
Everything changes all too fast.
Now I'm at home writing this first (as you blogheads would say) normal post.

We all wish to be young forever.
But all this stuff made me realize that the past itself is just a dream.
Just yesterday I was in school throwing chalks at people and sleeping in class.
In the blink of an eye I'm 19 now getting slammed with responsibilities and shit I have to handle and take care of.

All I can say is goodbye.
Goodbye to the old times and my young self.
Tomorrow people might be crying over my dead body.

Solitude

2006-08-06T18:52:00.000-07:00

Dear blog
Today I was alone.
(Wow! Look! Im starting to ramble on about my daily life and Im about to say how shitty I feel etc! Im a blogger hehe)
Hah!

No but seriously, why do people complain about solitude?
Its a good thing to be left undisturbed and alone.
If you follow this world and what complete SHIT it has to offer your heart will be raped, in other words led astray.
Every GOOD thing you believe in will be forgotten and your heart will only be filled with desires.
It is human desires that ruin us.
There will be no end to delusions.
To find true joy you must break loose of everything.

This is actually kind of what the Buddhists themselves believe in.
I shall say no more.
Go blog yourself.

Learn something part 1

2006-07-29T18:10:00.000-07:00

Odin the god of wisdom and war sacrificed his eye just to drink from the well of Mirmir, and his eyes werent just ANY eyes!
But they could see beyond the heavens and see almost everything.
So what are you sacrificing?
Your virginity for a good humping?
Very cute you ass rammed whore!

Anyway
Back to topic.
This, my fellow stupid readers, is going to be about the stuff I learn which some fail to notice.

You can learn a lot in a game of chess.
A wise person would always keep his mouth shut and be aware of his surroundings, and would not talk about something unless asked.
Boasting around would bring too much expectation and too much pride.
Try thinking about yourself and the life you are leading, instead of talking about the shit your friend tripped on and everyone had a good laugh about it

Being smart is not for others but for yourself.
You clowns dont seem to amuse me anymore, please go learn anything, dont be a waste of precious oxygen that I inhale everyday.

And dont let the past bite your ass, and dont worry for that bitch of a future to strike you like lighting but enjoy fruit youre eating now.
Shit happens.
And shit gets posted in my blog.
And you are that shit, but Im not complaing!
But Im taking the piss out of you and loving it!

Seems like I was too nice in this post, next time you damn readers are gonna get it!

Too kind

2006-07-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

I have been too kind to you readers in this here blog of mine.
So I dedicate this thread to you readers.
It will be hopefully be insulting & vulgar & lower your self esteem & and make you know that you are the scum of the earth.

Let me start by saying about how shitty you all act but dont worry it suits you because you are shit!
If all of you turned to worms I dont think birds would want to eat you because you people would be the complete opposite of brain food!
You people so stupid! That even a retarded person would feel sorry for you!
You people also prove Darwin's theory correct! you are a bunch of damn dirty apes!

There we go

Wait Im not satisfied yet

I cant believe you are still reading after all those insults Ive said to you!
You either like to be called stupid or youre laughing at how right I am.
Its a shame Im human.
You make me look bad infront of animals you know.
Youre so damn ugly I bet when you look in a mirror your reflection covers its eyes!
Why do you people even talk about your lives?
Like as if we are interested in that you rub off your dumbness on us and leave us with a lower IQ than before!

Okay thats it.
Stay tuned for [You are pathetic]
So now go blog yourself!

Hermeticism

2006-07-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

Im an introvert so I think of a lot of different things in very different ways.
I sometimes think like an atheist or a Viking or murderer etc
Just to understand we human filth hahahaha!
I was thinking if I was an atheist then there would be no such thing as evil and good or right and wrong just different lifestyles and personalities and thoughts.

We all could relate to everyone in a way after all we are all humans, we all feel
Shitty - angry - horny - happy - sad etc
Thats right we all feel everything you do you braindead moron.
Anyway
I was searching on the net and I stumbled into hermeticsim.
Which some hermeticists deny the existence of evil and good itself.
Or that right and wrong is left up for the person to discover for or decide themselves.

Everything in this world has its rules and religious beliefs there is probably not one book which doesnt have a rule to it.
If there is something (which I havent found) which says [Be what you like and do what pleases you] That my friend is still a rule.

I found hermeticism by searching for this phrase
[As above so below]
The phrase comes from the beginning of the emerald tablet in cryptic writing by Hermes Trismegistus.
This phrase is believed to hold the key to all mysteries

[That which is above is the same as that which is below...Macrocosmos is the same as microcosmos. The universe is the same as God, God is the same as man, man is the same as the cell, the cell is the same as the atom, the atom is the same as...and so on, ad infinitum.]
[This message theorizes that man is the counterpart of God on earth, as God is man's counterpart in heaven. Therefore, it is a statement of an ancient belief that man's actions on earth parallel the actions of God in heaven. This pivots on the belief that "all things have their birth from this One Thing by adaptation.]

It is a little sad that someone has thought of the things you have already thought of but never shared.
But in someway its very amusing.

Freedom

2006-06-28T11:33:00.000-07:00

We are only free by following rules.
The word [freedom] is said by many but it means nothing at all.
Everyone asks for this [freedom] but only dirt comes out of their mouth when you ask for an example of their freedom they say they talk about it but they cant answer.
This freedom you all speak of is reputation.
We are all afraid of JUST words from other people of what we did or did not do.

And if you do ever get this freedom you speak of?
What will you do? Go against your religion?
Speaking of religion its another set of rules we all say what we are but our hearts are dead.

Back to this delusion and maybe dream
If you want this freedom or loser life you all pathetic humans speak of.
Free your minds first not your bodies you whores.
Hahahahahah oh I love this...

If you really dont care show your own self how you can mess up your own reputation and be happy about it.
We all have minds to think and different opinions of everything.
Know yourself and study yourself and free yourself.
Then you are free you stupid maggots.

What is your way of life now you coward?
Your freedom does exist but you are too scared or too lazy.

Anti humor

2006-06-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

[Wow... The last time Ive had this much fun was at your grandmothers funeral. Not only was she very old but also very dead]

You may not find this funny but when I thought of that it made a tick on my laughing box.
This type of humor is called [anti humor]
It comes in many different ways.

- Includes death (as I have made a small little joke up there)
- Pranks (Just pranks)
- Nonsense (Doesnt make sense but Ill type down a sample for the mentally disabled which is you the reader or theres nothing to get in the joke you dont have to get anything)
- Lameness (To a point when its really lame and not funny it just makes you laugh)

I would usually post something like this in a forum but it would probably be considered disrespectful and vulgar and whatever your tiny little mind thinks of.
Im making this blog for a good laugh really! For me only.
Oh yes
A nonsense type of joke
Heres one which I find funny and found on the net
[Whats worse than finding a worm in an apple? Anal rape]

With this being my first post or whatever you retards like to call it...
Its making me feel pretty damn good by dissing you the reader of my blog.

With this again being my first post Im also supposed to be saying something meaningful to help/improve humankind (idiots) or whatever.
But other than me teaching you a few things which might help that empty ball in your head you call a brain.... You can go do your job and lick the shit off my toilet.
Blogs are fun lets keep it clean you can start off by taking a shower cause shit smells like heaven when you people are around.